Things Are Improving

Things are improving and looking good slowly, at least a little better on career front,
apart from that I also cleared the first semester KT exams , really did not hope to clear it.
It was important for me to clear that KT exam, which eventually I cleared.
And somehow I will go to the second year.
The second semester results are still to be declared but I am prepared for that blow.
The next 2-3 months are going to be the most cruical month for me, and I know that I have got to put in a lot more effort and hardwork in the upcoming months.
I hope everything goes fine.

Feeling Really Low

Things are not going too well , It can not go like this,
I have to utilize all the opportunity that comes by, I need to put in more efforts
and practise more.
It feels bad not only for myself but for people whom you let down, who expect something from you.
I am not so habituated to rejections or failure so I am finding it difficult to handle all these things.
I dont know what I am doing is correct but I believe in pursuing my dreams and working hard towards it,
I hope someday all the hardwork pays.
I am not that kind of a person who likes to prove something to the world or show them what I am capable of,
but certainly I will call those few people who has expectations from me
to let them know that I have achieved what I wanted.
I know I am sounding like an emotional fool but that's how I am feeling now.